Of course I always am sad that I cannot stay home with my girls. Yet I really like the fact that we can go do things and not really worry about having the money too (within reason of course). Today was one of those days where I was torn. We got to Juella's this morning and she said that is was only a couple of kids at daycare and they had been invited to go to Chucky Cheese. How fun!!!
But Wait....
The girls have never been to Chucky Cheese yet!! And here they were going to go and have fun and I was going to miss it. That is when I get that bad feeling in the pit of my stomach full of sadness.
Then I have to remember....
I may not get to be there for every single moment. But I am working so we can enjoy more moments. That is my logic to help myself get behind the wheel of my car and drive away from daycare everyday.
Of course when I go to pick them up and they both run to me and Ashley can't wait to tell me what she did that day, who she played with, and on and on..... that is when I know it is ok that I go to work.
They had a great time at Chucky Cheese - Ashley rode a bunch of rides and was nervous about the big slide, Hailey liked to just watch and she had some pizza. And Juelle gave me a bunch of cute pictures!
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